flameofthefey

Dear --- I've fallen in love with you. I don't know how or why, but there it is. I wasn't really sure it was love for the longest time, actually I'm still not sure. I have never felt love before. It's calm, and also exilarating. Whenever I think of you, I smile, and whenever you contact me, my heart makes my ribcage know it. When you where here, I felt a calm peace around you, and also a nervousness, wondering if you recognized my love, if it could be seen. I singled you out for a new years kiss, did you realize that when I came knocking on the bathroom door to the sound of “five, four, three, two...” And when you stormed out th

 The loam beneith us compresses and breaks apart, releaving it's scent into our atmosphere, that rich scent that smells like cool damp earth and the deep almost sharp scent of photosynthesized moss. The smell that always awaikens in me the feeling of summer rain, heart ache, and your eyes, the ones that look down on me as my fingers dig deeper into the loose rich soil, searching for the roots of the forest so I might be bound to the earth, and not rise away from myself along with my elation. Your hands, warm and calloused create a need in me to press myself deeper into the loam, to soak up all the emotion that is welled around me. The halo of